Coffee Break #44
Happy July, friends! After taking some R&R with friends and family, I’m jumping into July with our monthly behind-the-scenes chat. This time around, I’m feeling a bit emotional about an old “friend,” chatting about a decor direction that’s surprising even me, and rounding up of my favorite beach finds! Catch up with me!
The Why Bother Monster
Can you believe that this month marks one year of living in this home?!? I can’t! I very much feel like we are still the new kids on the block; and there are definitely closets I have yet to organize and projects not even started.
I’m going to do a full “One Year Here” Tour in a few weeks to show you all the progress we’ve made; but today, I wanted to chat about a familiar “foe” that has clawed it’s way back into my psyche: the Why Bother Monster.
As a military family who moves frequently, we experience a very common but unique reality: we live in a constant countdown. Whether a military assignment is for 6 months or 3 years, you know the minute you move into a new place that the move out date is already on the calendar. (Generally speaking, that is.)
It’s a very strange phenomena to constantly feel like you are racing a clock. That there’s an ever-present deadline. That the end of the current chapter is already rough-drafted out.
No doubt, this makes it a constant battle to remain enthusiastic, present, grounded, and committed to the home (and the life) you’re currently in. But inevitably, you do reach a point where a familiar mantra starts to cycle through your head: why bother.
Why bother making new friends. Why bother painting the bedroom. Why bother trying that new restaurant.
For me, it’s usually around the “one year out” mark that the monster shows up. All of a sudden, you switch from “we just got here” to “we’re moving soon.” And that reality profoundly affects what you do and the choices you make for your home, your work, your community. In all areas of life, it becomes so easy to say “Why bother, we’re moving soon anyway.”
In all the moves we’ve done, we’ve never done a two year assignment. We’ve done lots of one year and three year tours, but never two. And I am learning, this particular timeframe might just be the trickiest to mentally navigate.
When you’re assigned somewhere for just one year, you are acutely aware of how temporary it is. (Unless you’re crazy like me), it’s fairly common to not plant roots, hang things on the walls, heck…even unpack! The Why Bother Monster practically drives the moving truck.
Comparatively, three years feels SOOOO long. A three year assignment is when the Why Bother Monster leaves town for a while, and you get to hunker down, invest, settle, and maybe even relax.
A two year assignment is sneaky. At the beginning, it feels long and luxurious. So you settle. You paint, you invest, you plant roots. But in a blink, you’re half way through…one year out…and the Why Bother Monster is suddenly sitting every where you turn.
I can’t lie. 18 years and 9 moves into this life, the Why Bother Monster seems bigger, stronger, and more omnipresent than ever before. My mind constantly (and I mean, constantly!) oscillates between two extremes: “Okay, I’ve got one year left to finish everything I want to do to this house” (as I add supplies to my cart) and….”Why bother!” (as I start the pre-move purging).
As hard as it often feels (even right this very minute), I’ve always believed it’s worth while to battle the Why Bother Monster…no matter what, no matter when. Because it’s those very things…making new friends, creating real homes, investing in new communities…that make the military lifestyle so worth while. You miss out on the very best the military community has to offer if you let the Why Bother Monster in too soon…or in at all.
But it sure is hard to keep him at bay.
My best and biggest defense against the Why Bother Monster is this…you…here. Because by photographing and sharing the ideas here…each project, each update, each creation gets to live past our physical expiration date. Even though what I do over the next few months may no longer exist in real life a year from now, my projects will continue to inspire, motivate, comfort, and energize you…AND the future me too!
So this is just me…letting you know…that these days, I am constantly wrestling the Why Bother Monster back into the closet over, and over, and over. Because, friends, I’ve got a whole year’s worth of “bothering” still to do!
Embracing Black
If you were to put a wide variety of home decor photos in front of me, each one displaying different color schemes, styles, and motifs, I’m fairly certain the photos I would most instantly be drawn to are ones with lots (and lots and lots) of white and all shades of blue. I recently had a question about what my “dream home” would look like. And while I’m not really sure exactly, I’m fairly certain it would be very white and very bright.
But if you’ve been following along in our current home updates, you’ll notice there’s another…not-at-all light-or-bright color I’ve been incorporating…a lot:
Black!
While I’ve certainly used black in our previous homes and we’ve long owned a few pieces of black furniture, I’ve been finding myself leaning on it so much more in this particular home. More than I would typically, even going as far as painting our pantry doors black, using black wallpaper on a ceiling, installing matte black light fixtures, and wallpapering the bathroom wall very dark grey (coming soon).
So if I’m naturally drawn to all things light and airy, what’s with all the black?
Well…it just works SO well in this house!
Way back when we first moved in, I did this exercise to figure out what color schemes worked best with honey oak, a color that we have everywhere. Cabinets, floors, everywhere. And once I saw how well black and white toned down all the orange wood and yellow-tinted walls, I kind of couldn’t stop. It just seemed like it was the exact thing that worked with this house.
While the result is a biiiit more edgy and modern than I would typically choose, I can’t help but feel like there is a lesson here: when massive renovations just aren’t possible, you have to work with the house you have. I know that might sound like a no brainer, but it’s been an interesting pivot for me, who usually believes that you can make any home look any way you want.
In our past homes, I tried my best to ignore a home’s more ugly and permanent features. Instead, I would do anything and everything I could to cover up the parts I didn’t like in order to make it look exactly as I wanted.
But this approach often resulted in spaces that were almost-imperceptibly uncomfortable, disjointed, somehow slightly amiss.
This time around, I took the opposite approach. By embracing the permanent elements that I can’t change and finding the one thing that makes them all work, I ended up with something that looks and (more importantly) feels a whole lot more harmonious.
In all honesty, no one is more surprised than me that I’ve so fully embraced black in this fairly traditional house. (I still can’t believe I painted the pantry doors black, but it’s the one thing every single guest compliments me on!) And yet, I can’t help but feel like it’s the one thing that’s helping me create some of my very favorite spaces ever!
Favorite Finds – Beach Edition
Our family just spent a week at the beach with some friends, soaking up LOTS of fun and sun. For the first time ever, we invested in some good beach equipment to make our daily treks out to the beach just a bit easier. Below is what we bought and actually, really LOVED!
- Beach Chairs – We finally invested in good beach chairs and were super happy with this purchase. The abundance of pouches and pockets meant we didn’t need a beach bag!
- Wekapo Beach Blanket – This blanket really is worth the hype (although I was originally very skeptical). We loved how big it is, how it really does stay clean, and how compact it rolls back up!
- 10×10 Canopy – We didn’t have one, but our friends did; and it fit perfectly over the beach blanket. We had quite the oasis setup for a large crowd, and we’re now looking to add a canopy to our own beach (and sport) collection because it worked so darn well!
- Backpack Cooler – Carrying drinks and snacks on the back is so much easier than carrying a bulky cooler – even the kids could help!
- Turkish Towels – We’ve had these for years and still love how compact they roll up and how quickly they dry!
- Handled Laundry Basket – On a whim, I grabbed this oversized laundry basket to hold all our beach toys, and it turned out to be a great solution. Not only was it big enough to carry the larger buckets and shovels, but it was easy to hose out at the end of each day!
Ask Megan
You guys always ask the greatest questions, and I love answering them! If you have any topics or questions you’d love to see me cover, submit them via the (anonymous) form below. Then keep an eye out for answers in upcoming Coffee Breaks!
That’s it for me this month! Thanks for taking a break with me!
Megan
10 Comments on “Coffee Break #44”
Are you going to rethink all that black when you have to paint over it? But it sure is stunning. Great attitude
Glad you had a great vacation! We spent a week at the beach in June and while my immediate family drives (and can bring a few things) the rest of my extended family flies and we have to rely on our local relatives and whatever the house we rent has to offer. We’ve definitely discovered that beach umbrellas come in different levels of quality and ability to withstand wind! One of our biggest wins is the standup paddle board we borrow every year that the kids love to use or just jump off of for hours and hours!
Thank you for sharing your thoughts on the “Why Bother” Monster. I have lots of big plans and ideas for many areas in my life (my home, things I want to do with my kids, craft projects etc) and many of them have no deadline and therefore never get done (I still have unfinished nursery decor for my 9 year old, eek!) Using PowerSheets (I started in 2020 after seeing you use them!) has really helped me define the things that are truly important to me and time sensitive (like activities I want to do for and with my children, who will not be children forever) and things that I would love to do but can wait (a king size quilt for my bed). I grew up in a military family and though I didn’t feel it as a kid (time seemed endless!) I can imagine as an adult that living in a community in constant change would be hard. I know my personality would see from a perspective of FOMO: To feel the need to see people/places/experiences that you might not have the opportunity again. I (ironically?) married into a community that sees little change (my children are the fourth generation of my husband’s family to attend their school) and so I sometimes feel there will always be another opportunity to see these people, attend this event or have this experience. That’s a lot of rambling to say that I see your struggle! I am continually impressed by how much you are able to get done in each house! I love following along and you are a continual inspiration and someday (we are 8 years in) my house will look as put together as one of yours! Thank you for sharing a peak into your thoughts and offering a perspective on a different lifestyle (and perhaps the road not traveled for me!) I wish peace and confidence for you as you approach the year ahead, however that looks for you!
I love your black cardigan and patterned shirt. Any chance you could share the sources?
Thanks! They are both from White House Black Market (the outlet), but last season so not sure they are still available. I’ve really been loving the fit and feel of their clothes lately!
Hope that helps a bit!
Megan
What a great coffee break! I actually re-read it this morning. Thank you for all the details and glad we can inspire you because I can understand when you put so much work into something temporary it’s got to be frustrating! We moved around a lot when I was growing up and my mom always made decorating a major focus. As an adult I shudder at all the work that goes into a move. You are an inspiration to us all and your blog is one of two that I must read. Thanks Megan for all your ideas always!
Oh Dear Megan,
Yes I’ve met ole Why Bother. He’s bad enough but when he invites in his buddy IGAD, all bets are off. Even when WB takes a break the procrastinator master IGAD exerts his manipulating tactics. Who is he? He’s I Got All Day. He’s pretty much been expunged from my life after creating a set of daily routines but I know he’s not dead. I saw one of his victims yesterday at the market. She didn’t bother to get a basket so she was juggling a bunch of decidedly unhealthy food choices and dropped a few as she tore past me. I know IGAD got her since it was way past lunch and she was clad in bedroom slippers and flannel pajama bottoms. Her hairstyle resembled early haystack and traces of the previous day’s mascara lined her lower eyelids in raccoon fashion.
Why Bother has really bugged me today. With a pending move (no pressure, we own the house already) it’s predicted to be over 100° today. I don’t do too well in that heat. As I contemplate the stuff in the garage I need to pack I’m fighting both those monster. I know exactly what you mean. And it’s a two year stay in the next house. I’m sure when we get there, unpacking will be the next challenging event. Fortunately there’s not a lot to do in terms of decor changes.
I stupidly put the moving kit in my ‘shopping cart’ and forgot to check out. That’s another monster, I think she is either Air Headed or Blond Moment. Lol.
This is our first two year tour as well and it has been hard not having that very comfortable middle year where I am more settled and not yet planning for the next place. I am so thankful for the people who are willing to be friends even though they know I will not be here long term; they are a blessing!
Your blog has encouraged me to make my house our home even if we are only here a short time. With your frequent new homes you always have lots of great ideas for your blog!
Looking forward to seeing what you’ve done to the rest of your current home!
Just want to say how much I admire the fact that you keep bothering to write, create and inspire! Thanks for continuing to serve us!
Thanks so much for sharing about the incorporation of black into this house. That makes so much sense. I do hair and I have a similar conversation with people about curly hair vs. straight hair. Instead of working against your curly or straight hair, just work with it. 🙂 But sometimes that same idea works in other areas of our life. Don’t fight it. Just work with it. Such good advice. And I bet the black doors are something that helps making friends. 🙂
We had a canopy like that for years. It was nice for shade, but I hated setting it up by myself. We switched a few years ago and bought a Gazelle off of Amazon. It is a screen room, and it is the simplest thing to set up. Takes less than 5 minutes, and I can do it by myself. Although where I live, having extra bug protection is a good thing. The only thing I would do different is buy a bigger size screen room.
Good luck with the why bother monster. While I don’t move, I get the idea. Far too often I feel him creeping up. In simple little things. But man, when you banish him, life is good!
I love this Coffee Break. It was so nice to hear you say all these things about the Why Bother Monster (you should trademark that!). My husband suffers from this monster all the time. We are in our home for a defined period of time, since we do plan to move. But that move is not for at least 4 more years, which probably sounds like a lifetime to you! I want to make our home someplace that we love, and his usual response is we’re moving soon. 😀